Friday, January 27, 2012

I am always fat, but...

 

Ni la nama nya kalau dah memang sama  perasan! 

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

A.Y.U

          Siapa Ayu? Dulu time aku kerja kt starbucks aku tertarik dengan seorang perempuan ni, cantik sangat. Time tuh, die pakai sweater, jeans, rambut hitam, panjang lurus, and headgear di kepala. Muka dia, lawa sangat. Lawa yang, sampai perempuan tengok pun dah macam, wow! Apetah lelaki kan. Akak ni, muka dia lawa, ade aura tersendiri la bila aku tengok. Dia langsung tak pakai make up, senang kata natural beauty. Muka dia, saling tak tumpah macam pelakon Filipina yg aku minat gila tuh, Marian Rivera.
          Dia dtg ngn 'bf' dia, time tuh dia tunggu air lepas da order. Aku nak tegur, takut die sombong. Arghh, peduli la, aku tegur jugak. "Bercuti ker kak?". Die pndang aku, dengan ramah nyer, takde pun buat muka like ''budget gud gud" walau mmg hakikat die GUD GUD pun! "A ah" *smbil senyum. "Akak dr mana?" "Saya ni, org kmpung jer, dr kedah, die ni (tuju kt BF die) org sabah". Akak ni, mmg low profile org nya, bangga kan tempat kelahiran, mmg respect you la akak cantik! :) "Ouh, jauh nya, dr utara" itu je aku bls, then hand over air kat depa. "Terima kasih" *senyum lagi. Ya Allah, sejuk hati aku dowh, lelaki mmg confirm2 cair la. Siap kwn kerja aku yg jd cashier ckp, "Woah, lawa dowh".
          Memang aku nak sgt kenal ngn akak tuh. Lawa mmg lawa, alahai, cara dia yg tk sombong tuh lg la aku ada sebab, rasa tak salah kan ngn kenal ngn dia? Aku bwk penyapu, sbg alasan nak jaga cafe la konon. Time kt meja akak lawa ni, aku pun tegur *wajib senyum. "Ermm,nama akak siapa yer" "Ayu" "Sedap nama, mmg padan ngn org nye lah". Akak lawa ni, senyum lagi, alahai.. ~.~ "Nama adik spe?" "Anna". "Akak keja kt mne,?" "KL" Tibe-tibe aku tanya "Akak mesti ada buat modelling kan?". "Hurm, a ahh, freelancer". "Ouh, best jugak, dulu sy pnah try, tp niat bukan nk jd model, suka-suka jer, ape2 hal sy mmg kena study la kan". "Yup, study la dik,penting. Nak jd model, just sampingan jer ok la.Model, pelakon pun susah, now producer nk tengok look pun, selalu dorang cari yg pan-asian looking". "Cam akak la, lawa jer, mmg pan-asian pun :)" aku balas.
          Ape2 hal, aku mntak num akak lawa ni, haha."Akak, maybe kite ley contact lepas ni?" "Sure". Dia bg num phone die. "Btw, thanks kak ayu, best borak ngn akak, sy smbung keja dulu ok". "Ok, bye"

          Masalah nye kat sini, num kak Ayu dlm HP aku yg dah hilang tuh, aku pun satu tak nak renew num lama -_- Tapi, tk thu napa tibe2 sekarang aku tringat kt akak lawa tuh, mmg lawa. Baik pun baik.

          Ok, aku igt, last aku msg dia, aku ckp "Hye kak Ayu, hw are you? Igt tak ni Anna, yg kita pernah borak at Sbux dulu.. :) ". Then she replied "Hello, mesti la igt, I tgh keje ni, heheh :) "

          Kak Ayu, mana akak erk? Rindu la, nk kwn ngn akak, tp cam tkde rezeki jer?

Sesiapa yg boleh mendapatkan maklumat 'akak lawa' ni, Nama hanya dikenali sbg Ayu, badan slim, tinggi, putih, kulit flwaless, gebu habis, sila telefon di nombor 017-238XXXX :)
 Rindu kak Ayu... :(


Friday, January 20, 2012

Out of my expectation

There's a lot of challenges I had faced, there's many obstacles in my previous semester. Sometimes, I felt down. Dugaan yg aku lalui mematahkan semangat aku untuk terus belajar.Tapi, itu lah amanah dan tanggugjawab aku kan?
          Di sini, apa yg menjadi luar sangkaan ku ialah, keputusan kali ini amat tidak setimpal dengan usaha ku. Tetapi, alhamdulillah kerana aku tahu ini adalah berkat doa seorang ibu. Betapa mujarab doa beliau :) Aku nk cerita serba serbi psl bnda2 yg buat aku down sem 2 lepas.

COSTING
Subjek lebih kurang account,tp tkde ledger segala lah. First, lecturer nya aku agk kurang senang.Ajar, seriously beliau baca jer.Beliau, sekali ajar tu je la,students tk phm biar je. Satu hr my 2nd quiz spt 11/20. Wei, org yg lain suma above 15, :(

COMPUTING
Sumpah, subjek ni 100% teori weh.
1. Quiz 2 aku baca chapter 7&8. Padahal msuk 8&9, lecturer gtahu sehari sebelum, padah la aku dpt salah info, baca sehari jer whole chapter. :(
2.Assigment, 3/10. F**k kan? Yes, aku menangis.Masalah group members.Tp, aku salahkan diri aku je la, tk dpt lead dorang, hurm..
3.Lab test tak thu langsung nak wat! hoho, 5 jam sebelum test,  kawan ajar :)
4.Final, 2 hari nk final, abeskan 3 chapter, about 30 essay questions, almost 200 MC questions. Menangis tk berlagu babe! :(

MICROECONOMICS
Bukan nk kata apa, tp kalau da assigment sources AKU,intro AKU, cara nak buat AKU?? gambar AKU lagii.. solutions, graph, designs, AKU?? -.- at least dorang type isi2, alhamdulillah..

BUSINESS MATHS
Ni jujur,  aku tak faham apa lecturer ajar, sumpah dowh. Time tutorial, lecturer lain, so aku langsung tk faham lecturer, aku tibai habis2 time tutorial...

ACADEMIC STUDY SKILLS
Masalah group member. Semua tak nak dengar ckp aku, semua nak buat last minutes.Syg2 semua, Anna nk tlg awk naikkan pointer, tp da naesib aku dlm group mereka, ok fine, berserah...

ENGLISH
So far, final jer susah! :(

          Banyak lg dugaan yg aku lalui. Lagi2 time nak final aku sakit, haduiii. Koko pon aku tak pergi langsung, basuh kain suka lmbat2. Kemas bilik tak menyempat. Loser kan? Tapi berkat doa ibu, bantuan kawan2 dan lecturer semua, dpt la aku pointer yg dpt menyenangkan hati yg duka ini.
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah :)

Thursday, January 12, 2012

We are strong, young independent woman.

          After long journey in campus, finally I met sem break. So many things I have planned. Today, is the greatest dating day between me and my lovely Gf, Noor Shereen, who is apparently beautiful, tall, friendly, talkative and kind young woman.
        We went to Superstar Karaoke at Wangsa Walk. Two peeps 2 hours ok! We sang many songs, kebanyakannya lagu tarik ok!. Tak kesah la ape jd, asl nyanyi, suara kitaorg teruk mana, ade kesah kah? As usual. aku pilih lagu 'Tanpa Kekasihku'. My lagu wajib setiap kali pergi karok, lagu yg pertama akan aku nyanyi la. We were enjoying all the songs. I forced Shereen to do "Freak Dance" while I was singing 'On the Floor' Babeyh! Notty kan, tkpe, sekali-sekala.

My beautiful gf Shereen!


Erk, hahah!
Superstar yoo!

I am ready!

          Tak puas sebenarnya karok. But, ape nak buat kan, msg2 lack of energy. We bought cool blog to be energized! Then, we walked and made our journey at most of the shops over there. Well, aku tak plan nak shopping pun, mmg dr campus lg kemarok nk karok. Ape ley buat, I saw this black jacket sgt cool. I asked the promoter a simple question, "Miss, I wanna try this one, boleh bg the suitable size for me tak?" She replied, "It's ok, u try jer, this is free size, and it depends on the design jugak". There got two designs, luckily one of them, aku sesuai jugak la, boleh masuk and yeah sesuai juga. Anyway, I love black!

          Nak beli! I thought that, it's not easy to get something suitable for me to wear, mana and bila lg nak cr kan? Once da dpt yg sesuai, I thought, I should buy, if not, I will regret when I reach home! Okayh, but I lack of cash! -__- "Miss, can I pay with ATM card". I don't know it either the good sign or bad sign buying the jacket. Even I did not have cash, but I still got a chance to buy it, ade hikmah ats semua trjadi kan? Hope so :) Ugh! Shereen kinda forced me to wear the jacket. Luckily my inner tube kinda match with it. Ok fine, maybe she likes if I look "buruk" kot. Haha, fine, I fulfilled her wish babeyh. So, check it out!
Kerana diriku tak berapa nak kurus, cewwaah!

 Boleh digayakan ketika duduk :)
Kinda sexy huh! It's just me, fat-looking girl!

We had so much fun! Even Malaysia mmg tak  panas nyer tak tahan la kan, the outdoor fotoshoot berjalan dgn lancar, (konon). Kami lah model, kami la fotografer. Terbaik kan? Korang ada? haha! We are super duper multi-tasking and universal!

          Even our age has break the teen age, but we still live our life like the other teenager. We are strong, independent young woman. We are not dependent to much on others, we can even hold the title of being a single woman. Life with a lot of happiness about ourselves and others is the precious thing! Even Shereen, my gorgeous lady said that being a single it does not matter but anyway I admit that I will get lonely duh!. She told me, she is finding a guy by heart, not eyes. Look is not the major point to love someone, it is all about the kindness, sincerely comes from heart. She inspired me to be single too. After this, when you with a guy, tkpe lah, I am happy for you. I hope I can still be strong. 





I love being Anna Adila

I love the way I am. :)

Sunday, January 8, 2012

I wrote many times about the same person, only you

Everytime..

When I feel the new relationship does not work

I remember you..

I think that you are perfect.

I don't want you back..

Never mind, I'll find someone like you..


Saturday, January 7, 2012

Hey, I am happy you are happy. *smile with tears

Sometimes, yes, I do think about you

I see your picture. I tear it into two, but very funny, I still can fix it right.

Seriously, I can still recall the way you talk. Totally like in a drama. You're such a drama king. 

But, the way you treated me, always perfect.

You are not even rich, you don't even own a car. But, you rich with love and you own your effort

You were very thin, now I saw your picture, you become so tough. Without me you are getting happy

In the past, you have sacrificed too much for me. 

The scars never lies. It remains forever. 

I don't want you, I just play with my feeling about the past

Thank you my dear...

Hey, I need time to be with you. Hei, you're easily go just like that? I need time too

" Hey, I think, we are meant to be"

"We're kinda liking each other."

*Ouh god, you make my heart beat all the time, my boy..

"I'd like to take you for dinner baby. Have you eaten? No, it's not good to be on diet, as long as you are with me, I'll make sure you'll eat something"
"I don't have cash, wait for a while, I am going to withdraw some cash. Auch, there's no ATM machine around here, I better go to find somewhere else, wait here baby "

*You make me feel like to cry my dear, I just say ok, I can't to anything. You managed everything for me. It's totally, and completely perfect. I love the way you treat me..

"What movie we're gonna watch? You chose *smile. Any snacks or beverage to bring over? Dear, it's cool? Are you okay? The show time is on the midnight, I am ok to be with you"
"I am sorry to let you see the scary video just now. Unfortunately nobody's home. You scared to back home? Ok, I stay if you want me to do so. It's already morning, almost subuh dear, you get home, I'll wait and see you from the window, till you fall asleep.Or, we will be on the phone till you get asleep." 

*all those things were totally perfect...

"I am sorry, you had the accident because of me. Later, I will give all the medicine to let the flaw varnish. I'll do anything till you get well. Later, I"ll go far away, wherever out of your sight so that you wont get hurt.."

*You made me cry, always... I need you..

People easily change. Or maybe I did make a mistake. I know I am that good. I am not perfect. I am deserve to be an unknown person in your life now. Dear my ex, how could I forget you if the scar or our memory is still remain? 


I play with my heart, it beats, it swollen, it broke and it try harder to fix back. Everytime it happens ..

I am confuse with my feeling. It little mix up with the past story. Sorry, but I need someone who are able to help me to forget about the past.