Saturday, December 29, 2012

Foundation vs Degree


Lately, aku rasa sangat kurang sihat. Nak buat ini malas, nak buat itu malas. Sakit ke? Ouh tidak! Sangat tak puas hati, yela, tak sempat nak jaga diri.
Okay, rutin hari2 kat Uniten, bangun pagi, pergi kelas, kelas, kelas (depend berapa kelas sehari) balik, makan, do works, assignments and apa2 lah. Kalau active kat mana2 clubs, pergi meeting, programs, outing and bla bla blaaa..
Ala, benci la, dah la exercise tak menentu! Makan pun, selalu kedai jer. Tak berapa sihat kan? I really want to cook, but agak malas, and I don’t even own electrical multi-cooker. (Boleh sesiapa belikan? #takmalu) Kalau ada, ehem, confirm masak (practice sebelum kahwin, itu penting!)
There’s something I wanna share. Omg I miss my foundation year a lot. Well, I performed well for during foundation and yeah the result was REALLY good! I mean, the pointer was good compare with degree’s one. Sangat mengecewakan. Yelah, masa foundation, I really took serious on whatever I was doing and did make efforts on almost every subjects. Sempat juga jadi leader for almost all assignments. Nak tahu, aku sangat2 strict, kalau org kata aku kerek, agak la. I want everything to be perfect. Skerek-kerek aku pun,  dpt juga high marks and pernah satu ketika my macro’s assignment got full mark. Plus, aku sgt baik dgn kebanyakan lecturer, sampai harini selalu nk jumpa lecturer foundie. Tadaaaa! Skema kan?
Okay, sgt susah yer jd leader. Even org kata, kau mcm pandai bg idea, mcm tahu je buat semua, but the fact is, I was struggling like crazy nk manage WHAT and HOW to do the things that we should do. How to divide task to members, and nak kena hadap dgn perangai2 org yg susah nk terima kerja, yang rasa tak suka di arah, malas, and bla bla bla.
Cuba bayangakan, nak buat assignment jer, terkala ada la member akan susah nk bg kerja on time, nk dtg discussion. Whatever the problems are, I don’t even care. Kau suka ke, asal buat, garang kan?
But, masuk jer degree, malas nak fikir dah. Dulu, aku pushdiri nak dpt high marks, utk kepentingan group members juga, tapi ada juga masih tak usaha, too dependent susah la. So, I decided to resign from being a leader, (choii). Most of assignments during my degree, we discuss through fb, masing2 ada specific task and hantar part masing. Sonang. Tapi, senang kalau dpt members yg bekerja keras, means kalau task susah, berusaha Tanya, atau jumpa kecturer atau do research. Tak suka yg tak tahu, tak usaha, kata, assignment tu susah amboi abes tu, bila nak siap? Kau igt kau ade tongkat sakti zam zam alakazam ker? Itu la “BODOH SOMBONG”
I jump into conclusion lah. Okay, ragam manusia sgt banyak. So, BERSABAR jer la. Apa yg penting, don’t think too much about others, do the best for yourself and for your family. We can hope for the best and if you wanna resist from disappointment, just don’t expect for the perfection.
Raise hands to God, ask for his bless. Don’t ever lose hope.
Xoxo !!!!!

Friday, July 20, 2012





Alhamdulillah, we were on the 2nd place among the other 29 universities

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I was sooooooo nervous!!!

 
Look how big the stage was! SIFE Uniten were on the Final league! 


Friday, April 13, 2012

The result of my prays to God, I have been paid with something unexpected!


NETBALL DREAM TEAM UNITEN



1- NURIZZATI (GD)

2-NORISMAIZAH (GK) - LUSTER! <3

3-ANNA ADILA (WA) - LUSTER! <3

4-IMAN DAMIA (GS/GD) - LUSTER! <3

5-AZNIN HANIS (WA)

6-HUDA (C)

7-AQILAH ZAFIRAH (GA)

8-AZIEMA ASYILA (C)

9-FATIN 'AQILAH (WD/GS)

10-EIQA NAJIB (WA/GA)

Alhamdulillah, this is the most interesting part for this semester. My creation of new team for netball, nama LUSTER yg aku bg pun dpt tuah, and lastly dpt jugak peluang untuk jd wakil Uniten.

Pagi td, dapat message dr President Netball Uniten, akak Fatika ;

"Salam and Hai.Anda telah dipilih oleh pengadil netball utk menjadi pemain bg DREAM TEAM.Tahniah and thanks.Mase training akan dimaklumkan"
          Aku kol akak tu "Akak, biar betul? Sy tak confident ni, tah2 salah tengok?" "Betul, sbb tu la kitorang mntak all team hntar borang, list nama before each game start haritu..."


          Aku ingt lagi time nak amek hadiah, kitorang dpt Naib Johan, (sapa nama tah) MPP tu kata, 10 org akan terpilih untuk menjadi pemain dlm "Dream Team Uniten" dan akan dilatih dlm waktu yg ditetapkan. Pergh, semua org buat bunyi.. "Wooooooooooooo". ALah, aku pkir, mmg aku tk kan dpt la kan, tp berkat doa mak aku, nasib menyebelahi aku jugak

          Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Aku tahu, aku masih banyak kekurangan, and aku akan ambil sebagai peluang untuk baiki segala kelemahan. InsyaAllah~


Thanks to all Lusterians! You guys made efforts till we have grabbed the success! 
I love LUSTER!!!! 

Friday, March 23, 2012

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Centro project in SIFE Uniten, Open Day Tadika Kg. Org Asli Rompin Pahang

          Centro project, is the first project that I have been participated, at yet it still in progress. And I am assigned as a secretary for this project.Unfortunately I am lack of experience and skill, it becomes even more worse for me to take this kind of big responsibilities. Yet, I think this is a big chance for me to be active in this kind of "gempak punya" club la kan, SIFE. Most Universities mmg ada this club, Student In Free Enterprise.
Well, I take it for granted as I can grab the opportunities like exposing myself for outside life, meeting many kinds of social; corporate, middle-class and also lower-class nations.

        On 17th March, was the open day of Tadika Orang Asli. The location is in Kampung Sembayan, Rompin. One of the problem that I heard in this project is, we still don't have teachers, so we assume the Upcoming Tadika as Mini Library. It will give many benefits for all the Children in that village, and one of the objectives is we want to improve their lifestyle especially in educational.

Kg. Sembayan Rompin, the nature is beautiful

Mini Library, or upcoming Tadika~

So, apalagi? We play many games with all the childrens! We really had so much fun :D



Ok, da abes all the games, we had lunch together, pemberian hadiah and also we took picture for our memory :D

Say keju Cheeseeeeee~~~~

Okay lah, all the committe members memang giler2, tak boleh nak kata pa dahh!

What are they looking at?? And I have forgotten what had happened to me? Grrrrr~

That's All! Byeeee :D


I am a SIFER. Love you SIFE Uniten <3























Sunday, March 4, 2012

Anugerah Bintang Popular BH 2012 :)

          ABP? Hurm, kalau keluar kt TV aku lyn gitu-gitu jer. On the way nak pg Megamall, kwn aku kata Aaron Aziz nk dtg Kuantan. Yela, tp kat mana tk thu. Huhu. Sampai pintu masuk Mall, Fitri jerit. "Ha ade Aarooonnnnnnnn" Aku dgn Ayu pun lari-lari anak. Mana mana mana? Weh, sumpah crowded dowh. Sempat gak mncelah tp nampk Scha & Shila Amzar jer. Hurm, kulit dua-dua licin, flawless je mcm ank patung. Tak heran sgt, tkde pun nk snap pic ngn dorang.
Scha & Shila dr jauh jer, mls la nak mencelah

Shila & Scha time nak naik ats stage

          So, kitorang truskan perjalan ,window shopping, perhaps nk cr makan. Lapar :( Tiba-tiba aku dga MC tuh kata. "Kejap lg, hero Ombak Rindu akn dtg, siapaaaaaaaa ... EN.HARIS! ! !. OMG!! Kiotrang patah balik dan tgk, mne ni Aaron Aziz..?? Hurm, duduk je la, maybe jap agy kot. Mmg banyak org, rsa2 probability nk jmpe, or salam or snap pic ngn Aaron mmg tak dpt punya lah. Kitaorg duduh kt belakangggggggg sekali. Yg baki-baki belakng tuh berdiri la. Ok, MC dia Along from Raja Lawak. Dia cakap ats pentas tuh, "Siapa berani sahut cabaran nyanyi ats pentas utk jumpa Aaron, siapa..? "
          Aku ckp perlahan, "Mcm nak nyanyi jer, hehehheh... :p " Suddenly Fitri jerit, "Annnaaaaaaaaaaa ! ! ! " Die siap tunjuk2 lg. Wahhh, haha malu seyh. Along apa lg "Okayh, awk yg baju merah tuh ! "
Naek ats stage, die tnye nama, kenpa minat Aaron and so on. Aku? Aku budget control. Tapi mmg nervous la. "Sy nk awk nyanyi Ombak Rindu, ngn penuh feeling" Mmg tak la kan? Geli aku dga. Aku senyum jerrr, budget cool.Aku siap ckp, "Abg, nak music. Minus One ade kan?" Along perli "Amboi, nk music yer, ade2"
Then aku ajk si Along ni jd Hafiz, duet ngn aku. Aku mulakan nyanyian Ombak Rindu..... ~
Along banyak lupa lirik, gimik feeling jer lebih, mmg kelaka, haha. Ok, da abes nyanyi "Sy nk bg awk hadiah TAPI biar Aaron Aziz sendiri bg awk ok, tgu jap"


"Ok, nama siapa, pakai mic tuh kayh :D "

"Nyanyi Ombak Rindu dgn penuhhhh feeling, ok"

Ehem, siapa yg terlebih feeling ni, aku ke Along???

Along banyak lupa diri lirik hahaha, aku cover :P

          About 5 mins, aku dah nmpak aaron otw . Semua menjerit! Hahah, aku budget cool, senyum2, hehehe. Aaron pun naek stage. Wow, badan die mmg tuff la kan tk dinafikan.
        
Along : Sempena "Hari Jadi" dia, jadi Aaron bolehlah bagi hadiah ni ..
Aaron : (Gerak kedepan sambil hulurkan hadiah)
Aku    : Ehh bukan. Bukan birthday ! ! !
Aaron : Kau ni mmg la (Sambil buat penyepak kat Along) *sumpah comel Aaron time ni
Along : Wa nk ckp, td dia da nyanyikan Ombak Rindu utk lu bro, jd lu bg la hadiah ni kat dia
Aaron : (Hulurkan hadiah dgn senyum yg sangatttt lebar)
Aku    : Thank you (seyum aja lah )
*snappp snapp snapppp, banyk fotografer snap pic, mcm dah artis da aku rasa :D

          Okayh, aaron rse bg hadiah smbil berdiri da biasa kut.... Jeng Jeng JENGGGGGGGGGGG...
Aaron Aziz MELUTUT babeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Ngeeeeeeeeeeeee Weeeeeeeeeee...
Weeeeeeeeeeee ! ! ! Aku budget cool jer, senyum pnjang lebarr. Aku dpt dga semua peminat pompuan dia jerit meroyan laa time tuh ! hahahah. Aku dga jugak org pgl nama aku.

Testing-testing


Jeng jeng jeng. Kontroversi betul nih, hehehehhe :D

          Thanks to all friends yg teman, yg pnjam kan camera, yg snap and record video. Thanks Fitri Zamros :)


As a team member and participant of Bowling Comp! - 4th March 2012

          Sem ni aku dpt jugak peluang as a team member dalam club bowling, bagi program bowling tournament. Pertndingan ni adalah saringan utk mencari wakil Uniten. First, jd wakil utk Muadzam Shah so lawan dgn Uniten Bangi. Menang lg, dapat jd wakil UNITEN terus :D Even aku ajk bowling club, sorry la takat-takat bowling ni bukan makanan wa la :P
        Ok, 3 games. 1st game & 2nd game strike sekali je. 3rd game da hilang tenaga. So far, kemenangan amatlah bukanlah yg aku harapkan. Sijil ade pun kira ok kan. Ok, apa yg best, aku dpt mesrakan relationship dgn batch2 aku, knal batch2 junior & gak senior. Bagus betul aku dapat lane dan berjiran dgn lane org-org yg agak memang sporting :)
Senget la aku 

Candid time~

Akhirnya, pingat kemenangn itu semestinya milik saya abg nihhh :(

Aku tetap cool :D
        
          Okayh, abes je program, lunch nasik bungkus . Semua gerak ke Berjaya Megamall Kuantan. Best ker? Tah, tak pernah dengar, nak pergi East Coast Mall :( *org kata best. Argh, ikot jer la.

**P/S : Asal aku pakai t-shirt?? Itu bowling nye t-shirt, ajk wajib pakai. Jacket kt luar nk cover sbb t-  
            shirt tu besar :( 

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Sunday, February 19, 2012

Who is the real trouble, me or him?

          At first, I am sorry I couldn't confess my feeling, not only to you but any other guy out there too. Sorry if I made you waiting and wondering all the time. The question of why didn't I reply for your feeling is not because I don't like you, all I can say that it is too early.

        Ok, set takde paksaan kan? We continued knowing each other. Lately you're gone just like that. I know you have a problem. Well, lately I miss you so much.

        I am sorry I made you hurt with all my ex's stories. I know that it was a forbidden things to say to you and that was such a big mistake.

        

Monday, February 6, 2012

Friday, January 27, 2012

I am always fat, but...

 

Ni la nama nya kalau dah memang sama  perasan! 

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

A.Y.U

          Siapa Ayu? Dulu time aku kerja kt starbucks aku tertarik dengan seorang perempuan ni, cantik sangat. Time tuh, die pakai sweater, jeans, rambut hitam, panjang lurus, and headgear di kepala. Muka dia, lawa sangat. Lawa yang, sampai perempuan tengok pun dah macam, wow! Apetah lelaki kan. Akak ni, muka dia lawa, ade aura tersendiri la bila aku tengok. Dia langsung tak pakai make up, senang kata natural beauty. Muka dia, saling tak tumpah macam pelakon Filipina yg aku minat gila tuh, Marian Rivera.
          Dia dtg ngn 'bf' dia, time tuh dia tunggu air lepas da order. Aku nak tegur, takut die sombong. Arghh, peduli la, aku tegur jugak. "Bercuti ker kak?". Die pndang aku, dengan ramah nyer, takde pun buat muka like ''budget gud gud" walau mmg hakikat die GUD GUD pun! "A ah" *smbil senyum. "Akak dr mana?" "Saya ni, org kmpung jer, dr kedah, die ni (tuju kt BF die) org sabah". Akak ni, mmg low profile org nya, bangga kan tempat kelahiran, mmg respect you la akak cantik! :) "Ouh, jauh nya, dr utara" itu je aku bls, then hand over air kat depa. "Terima kasih" *senyum lagi. Ya Allah, sejuk hati aku dowh, lelaki mmg confirm2 cair la. Siap kwn kerja aku yg jd cashier ckp, "Woah, lawa dowh".
          Memang aku nak sgt kenal ngn akak tuh. Lawa mmg lawa, alahai, cara dia yg tk sombong tuh lg la aku ada sebab, rasa tak salah kan ngn kenal ngn dia? Aku bwk penyapu, sbg alasan nak jaga cafe la konon. Time kt meja akak lawa ni, aku pun tegur *wajib senyum. "Ermm,nama akak siapa yer" "Ayu" "Sedap nama, mmg padan ngn org nye lah". Akak lawa ni, senyum lagi, alahai.. ~.~ "Nama adik spe?" "Anna". "Akak keja kt mne,?" "KL" Tibe-tibe aku tanya "Akak mesti ada buat modelling kan?". "Hurm, a ahh, freelancer". "Ouh, best jugak, dulu sy pnah try, tp niat bukan nk jd model, suka-suka jer, ape2 hal sy mmg kena study la kan". "Yup, study la dik,penting. Nak jd model, just sampingan jer ok la.Model, pelakon pun susah, now producer nk tengok look pun, selalu dorang cari yg pan-asian looking". "Cam akak la, lawa jer, mmg pan-asian pun :)" aku balas.
          Ape2 hal, aku mntak num akak lawa ni, haha."Akak, maybe kite ley contact lepas ni?" "Sure". Dia bg num phone die. "Btw, thanks kak ayu, best borak ngn akak, sy smbung keja dulu ok". "Ok, bye"

          Masalah nye kat sini, num kak Ayu dlm HP aku yg dah hilang tuh, aku pun satu tak nak renew num lama -_- Tapi, tk thu napa tibe2 sekarang aku tringat kt akak lawa tuh, mmg lawa. Baik pun baik.

          Ok, aku igt, last aku msg dia, aku ckp "Hye kak Ayu, hw are you? Igt tak ni Anna, yg kita pernah borak at Sbux dulu.. :) ". Then she replied "Hello, mesti la igt, I tgh keje ni, heheh :) "

          Kak Ayu, mana akak erk? Rindu la, nk kwn ngn akak, tp cam tkde rezeki jer?

Sesiapa yg boleh mendapatkan maklumat 'akak lawa' ni, Nama hanya dikenali sbg Ayu, badan slim, tinggi, putih, kulit flwaless, gebu habis, sila telefon di nombor 017-238XXXX :)
 Rindu kak Ayu... :(


Friday, January 20, 2012

Out of my expectation

There's a lot of challenges I had faced, there's many obstacles in my previous semester. Sometimes, I felt down. Dugaan yg aku lalui mematahkan semangat aku untuk terus belajar.Tapi, itu lah amanah dan tanggugjawab aku kan?
          Di sini, apa yg menjadi luar sangkaan ku ialah, keputusan kali ini amat tidak setimpal dengan usaha ku. Tetapi, alhamdulillah kerana aku tahu ini adalah berkat doa seorang ibu. Betapa mujarab doa beliau :) Aku nk cerita serba serbi psl bnda2 yg buat aku down sem 2 lepas.

COSTING
Subjek lebih kurang account,tp tkde ledger segala lah. First, lecturer nya aku agk kurang senang.Ajar, seriously beliau baca jer.Beliau, sekali ajar tu je la,students tk phm biar je. Satu hr my 2nd quiz spt 11/20. Wei, org yg lain suma above 15, :(

COMPUTING
Sumpah, subjek ni 100% teori weh.
1. Quiz 2 aku baca chapter 7&8. Padahal msuk 8&9, lecturer gtahu sehari sebelum, padah la aku dpt salah info, baca sehari jer whole chapter. :(
2.Assigment, 3/10. F**k kan? Yes, aku menangis.Masalah group members.Tp, aku salahkan diri aku je la, tk dpt lead dorang, hurm..
3.Lab test tak thu langsung nak wat! hoho, 5 jam sebelum test,  kawan ajar :)
4.Final, 2 hari nk final, abeskan 3 chapter, about 30 essay questions, almost 200 MC questions. Menangis tk berlagu babe! :(

MICROECONOMICS
Bukan nk kata apa, tp kalau da assigment sources AKU,intro AKU, cara nak buat AKU?? gambar AKU lagii.. solutions, graph, designs, AKU?? -.- at least dorang type isi2, alhamdulillah..

BUSINESS MATHS
Ni jujur,  aku tak faham apa lecturer ajar, sumpah dowh. Time tutorial, lecturer lain, so aku langsung tk faham lecturer, aku tibai habis2 time tutorial...

ACADEMIC STUDY SKILLS
Masalah group member. Semua tak nak dengar ckp aku, semua nak buat last minutes.Syg2 semua, Anna nk tlg awk naikkan pointer, tp da naesib aku dlm group mereka, ok fine, berserah...

ENGLISH
So far, final jer susah! :(

          Banyak lg dugaan yg aku lalui. Lagi2 time nak final aku sakit, haduiii. Koko pon aku tak pergi langsung, basuh kain suka lmbat2. Kemas bilik tak menyempat. Loser kan? Tapi berkat doa ibu, bantuan kawan2 dan lecturer semua, dpt la aku pointer yg dpt menyenangkan hati yg duka ini.
Alhamdulillah Ya Allah :)

Thursday, January 12, 2012

We are strong, young independent woman.

          After long journey in campus, finally I met sem break. So many things I have planned. Today, is the greatest dating day between me and my lovely Gf, Noor Shereen, who is apparently beautiful, tall, friendly, talkative and kind young woman.
        We went to Superstar Karaoke at Wangsa Walk. Two peeps 2 hours ok! We sang many songs, kebanyakannya lagu tarik ok!. Tak kesah la ape jd, asl nyanyi, suara kitaorg teruk mana, ade kesah kah? As usual. aku pilih lagu 'Tanpa Kekasihku'. My lagu wajib setiap kali pergi karok, lagu yg pertama akan aku nyanyi la. We were enjoying all the songs. I forced Shereen to do "Freak Dance" while I was singing 'On the Floor' Babeyh! Notty kan, tkpe, sekali-sekala.

My beautiful gf Shereen!


Erk, hahah!
Superstar yoo!

I am ready!

          Tak puas sebenarnya karok. But, ape nak buat kan, msg2 lack of energy. We bought cool blog to be energized! Then, we walked and made our journey at most of the shops over there. Well, aku tak plan nak shopping pun, mmg dr campus lg kemarok nk karok. Ape ley buat, I saw this black jacket sgt cool. I asked the promoter a simple question, "Miss, I wanna try this one, boleh bg the suitable size for me tak?" She replied, "It's ok, u try jer, this is free size, and it depends on the design jugak". There got two designs, luckily one of them, aku sesuai jugak la, boleh masuk and yeah sesuai juga. Anyway, I love black!

          Nak beli! I thought that, it's not easy to get something suitable for me to wear, mana and bila lg nak cr kan? Once da dpt yg sesuai, I thought, I should buy, if not, I will regret when I reach home! Okayh, but I lack of cash! -__- "Miss, can I pay with ATM card". I don't know it either the good sign or bad sign buying the jacket. Even I did not have cash, but I still got a chance to buy it, ade hikmah ats semua trjadi kan? Hope so :) Ugh! Shereen kinda forced me to wear the jacket. Luckily my inner tube kinda match with it. Ok fine, maybe she likes if I look "buruk" kot. Haha, fine, I fulfilled her wish babeyh. So, check it out!
Kerana diriku tak berapa nak kurus, cewwaah!

 Boleh digayakan ketika duduk :)
Kinda sexy huh! It's just me, fat-looking girl!

We had so much fun! Even Malaysia mmg tak  panas nyer tak tahan la kan, the outdoor fotoshoot berjalan dgn lancar, (konon). Kami lah model, kami la fotografer. Terbaik kan? Korang ada? haha! We are super duper multi-tasking and universal!

          Even our age has break the teen age, but we still live our life like the other teenager. We are strong, independent young woman. We are not dependent to much on others, we can even hold the title of being a single woman. Life with a lot of happiness about ourselves and others is the precious thing! Even Shereen, my gorgeous lady said that being a single it does not matter but anyway I admit that I will get lonely duh!. She told me, she is finding a guy by heart, not eyes. Look is not the major point to love someone, it is all about the kindness, sincerely comes from heart. She inspired me to be single too. After this, when you with a guy, tkpe lah, I am happy for you. I hope I can still be strong. 





I love being Anna Adila

I love the way I am. :)

Sunday, January 8, 2012

I wrote many times about the same person, only you

Everytime..

When I feel the new relationship does not work

I remember you..

I think that you are perfect.

I don't want you back..

Never mind, I'll find someone like you..


Saturday, January 7, 2012

Hey, I am happy you are happy. *smile with tears

Sometimes, yes, I do think about you

I see your picture. I tear it into two, but very funny, I still can fix it right.

Seriously, I can still recall the way you talk. Totally like in a drama. You're such a drama king. 

But, the way you treated me, always perfect.

You are not even rich, you don't even own a car. But, you rich with love and you own your effort

You were very thin, now I saw your picture, you become so tough. Without me you are getting happy

In the past, you have sacrificed too much for me. 

The scars never lies. It remains forever. 

I don't want you, I just play with my feeling about the past

Thank you my dear...

Hey, I need time to be with you. Hei, you're easily go just like that? I need time too

" Hey, I think, we are meant to be"

"We're kinda liking each other."

*Ouh god, you make my heart beat all the time, my boy..

"I'd like to take you for dinner baby. Have you eaten? No, it's not good to be on diet, as long as you are with me, I'll make sure you'll eat something"
"I don't have cash, wait for a while, I am going to withdraw some cash. Auch, there's no ATM machine around here, I better go to find somewhere else, wait here baby "

*You make me feel like to cry my dear, I just say ok, I can't to anything. You managed everything for me. It's totally, and completely perfect. I love the way you treat me..

"What movie we're gonna watch? You chose *smile. Any snacks or beverage to bring over? Dear, it's cool? Are you okay? The show time is on the midnight, I am ok to be with you"
"I am sorry to let you see the scary video just now. Unfortunately nobody's home. You scared to back home? Ok, I stay if you want me to do so. It's already morning, almost subuh dear, you get home, I'll wait and see you from the window, till you fall asleep.Or, we will be on the phone till you get asleep." 

*all those things were totally perfect...

"I am sorry, you had the accident because of me. Later, I will give all the medicine to let the flaw varnish. I'll do anything till you get well. Later, I"ll go far away, wherever out of your sight so that you wont get hurt.."

*You made me cry, always... I need you..

People easily change. Or maybe I did make a mistake. I know I am that good. I am not perfect. I am deserve to be an unknown person in your life now. Dear my ex, how could I forget you if the scar or our memory is still remain?