Tuesday, October 28, 2008

just a part-time worker

i woke up early unlike usuall. i went out, for an audition. there's nothing to tell u how's it going, unless it's very sucks, haha. however, i think that i have tried my best. the point is, i am confuse whether to invove in the industry or not. i want to! the only i worry about how can i arrange my schedule between study and my part-time job.

i really want it, the most enjoyable moment in my life while i am still studying. i never assume acting as my future career, as i said that's only my part-time job. FULL STOP


Sunday, October 12, 2008

plan on holiday

i told u tat i have not studied at all for my final examination, haha. i become such a pemalas person tiz year year. when the exam jus started, i dunno wat should i write, and jus answer anythinh according to wat i am thinking about, haha.well, i jus scare if teacher ask me me or scare at me, shit! tat's make me feel bad sumtime, but nasi da jd bubur. terok betol i!

well, tak sabar betol nak abes exam, hehe. i have planned many things to do! straight after exam, i wanna work, as a part time crew, hehe. them da dapat, i am going to arrange my schedule. study, it must la, haha. then, i nak renovate bilik, and if malas, amek je le bilik lame, master-room size :P then, i want to go for shopping, and ask my kakak to pay for me, hahha.

Sunday, October 5, 2008

i have not studied yet!

i used to afraid about examination. but today, i feel very damn calm, ahha. i have not studied at all!! this situation very comman while i was in form 1 n 2, the couple years b4 pmr. so, i plan tat i will study giler2 next year la. hhaaha, very crazy!

i woke up late+ blogging + chatting + calling my fwens + crazying =p

Monday, September 29, 2008

before raya~

there's nothing i have to worry about raya, such as cookies, rendang, all sorts of foods, clothes or whatever lah. i don't have any feeling for raya at all.. i spend my time on thinking about my exam that will start straight after holidays! shit, i hate that..
honestly, i haven't studied at all yet, and at the beginning of tiz year i juz focusing on the certain subject. hahha, there are bio (of course!!) sej and add math..but those subjects juz until the second chapter, i guess =p hahah!

but today, my sister is coming! if as she will not come, i think tat i could not celebrate raya, jus celebrate in silently... but, thank god lorh! now, my brain contains with a lot of NOTHING!
wat i am gonna do for my exam! huh, i am so sorry, cuz i should not tell you about my personal probs! i'd risk myself... okay fine, there's juz my confessions, full stop!

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

hate my school!

i really2 hate my school! i hate the environment, surrounding ......
fuhh! it makes me feel afraid all the time, makes me nervous, makes me feel the sense of kebijaksanaan students there. it is just like sumthing really2 membebankan hidop i!! yeah, tis is because kat sane peraturan ketat nk mampos, keje sekolah berlambak.....
aduh..i don't know why, but i always feel afraid!!..

but the truth is, mmg i rase takot sedey being there..
the most good time to me is when the school hours is ended already! yeah, i dont't care how far my school is from my house, but the environment there makes me feel AFRAID+SAD...

but, i have to think positive! this is the time to change the mindset of mine. i should bersyukur sebenanye dapat masok skolah tuhh. even though there's a lot of assigment, homework, but all of that are my fault.

i really want to be independent!
the innocent one,

Saturday, August 30, 2008

sambut mrdeka cara cdri!

the day before merdeka, i was quite busy chatting at ym, hikhik! (takde kerje lain) suddenly, i heard someone knocked my door, but i just ignored it. i thought my mother, sure she can open it by herself by using spare key, =p. i really damn terkezot tgk nadjua's face! she panggil 'oit"...
hakhak! tell u wat...that time i was recording my voice...then diorng pon g la dgr kot!
3 beautiful ladies lepak at my house, nadjua, nadia and intan.........kebebasan melayari internet pun melanda..then..i ajak them to tido at my house..
At night, we had dinner at farzana curry house. at first, i only ordered barli ice, igt tak nak makan. then.. i kempunan gak mkkn roty canai. then, i grab roty canai!!!! huaaahahaha..
kenyang seyh,,,,boncet perut kami.
then, we went to clinic, nadjua tak sehat. neway, satu kejadian berlaku. check tiz out!!

man : awk org mane??
i : ( i thought he said skool mane) kl....
man : lah..saya ingtkan awk org luar!
i : oohh....(agak2 profesional =p, nadjua n nadia start laughing! )
man : saya nmpak awk macam org filipina ker,, tak nmpak macam melayu lah..
i : huh??!~ (tersengih2, pe agy...nadjua n nadia bertambah kuat gelak!!)

hakhakhak!!!!!! pe korang rase huh??! jawab ngn jujur~

so, the moral of the story, kalo nak bebas macam kitorang, kuarlah malam merdeka..heheh
~selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan!!!!!!!
~merdeka 7x
~(my god, hey u all, kat tv ade iklan best2 tak pasal merdeka?? aku tak buka tv lorh)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

sad=happy! happy=sad? weird..

-g skool, by kereta..
-nervous! fizik tak siappp......
- i prayed tat motivation from dr.sheikh start mase akhir!

i never expected to see+meet him! today angkaswan negara is coming to CBN.whoa...!! like a dream come true..=p pe agy, paham2 je le, skolah convent....menjerit- jerit mase dr.sheikh sampai..,me?? tak sangat..[hakhak] the reason why he is coming today because want to change the mindset of the student in order to give such a sense to study hard. i got his autograf to0!
i keep my eyes on what he is saying about! menaikkan semagat belajar?? yes! he said, "dream is possible,if i can be like this, you also can be more than that"hurm..tat's not possible! yeah!!!

verry verry damn sad! why.......i tak dapat ask him any question. but then, i really really regret of myself..why don't i study hard from the beginning!! i am very afraid of myself! afraid if i could not get my dreams to be a doctor as well as astronomers!!!....

-balik ngn nadjua yg sengal
-huhuk =p

-back home, go grab lunch..eat infront of my pc
- drink hot chocholate

Monday, August 25, 2008

such a suck day!

really hate this day....
the day before, i was really tension with all the homeworks that i've given. did i do it? the answer is..no! i never touch my books at all. at night..i was on my ym, chatting with my bf, but unfortunately he was not feeling well. cian die...senang je sakit after balik camping,huhu.
thank god! susun jadual [check] iron bj [ check] my lovely pencil case [check] tudung for agama [check]. i woke up at 5.30, pe agy..doing karagn [really hate! teacher told to write the karangn contoh! buang mase aku jer arr!] hurm..agak kalam kabut.
naseb baik taw! i went to school by kereta..tak arr rushing gi bustop for the first day school after 2nd semester!

i tried to send my peka chemist..but teacher said..'sorry, da tak diterima'...i said..but teacher...i. i...she ignored me! then..i was still standing at her place, later she said...go back to your class first...so, i only prayed to god for help me...

back home...kena marah..mother told me to do homework. okey! i do. i open my comp, to take a look at my asiggment. Mother scold at me, huh! online agy! i said,,ma! nak wat keje ney..nak buka file'..then, she replied...' siap arr, kalau cikgu kol mama!

tonight, i promise with myself...trying my best to complete my work!